The Proof of Love

Jagged crags reached for the sky, the opening between them no more than a crack, the road curving along the contours of the mountain. Squinting in the sunlight, he jerked his head in the direction of the awkward figure standing in the middle of the yard. Battling his environment had aged him; deep furrows ploughed between his eyebrows and down each side of his mouth. The farmer stooped in the low porch, his dark eyes pools of suspicion. It had been warm on his face in the mornings, then hot on his shoulders as it rose high in the sky, beating down on him as he pedalled towards his uncertain destination. For the first time in weeks, Spencer Little smiled to himself, and promptly fell asleep. Picking up the jam jar that stood next to it, he shook it, listening to the dull clink of coins against glass. ‘It’s a free pair of hands.’
Titch added another domino to the line that had started to spread over the table. After a brief and painful squeal of brakes, everything was mercifully still. The sun was almost at its peak when Dorothy Wilkinson noticed the black speck moving down the mountain. His hair was dark with sweat, his face flushed. Me brother sleeps in it at lambing time. From down south. ‘Anyhow, he doesn’t want paying,’ said Hartley. As the speck crept around a bend, it became a shape: a large-framed, old-fashioned bicycle, ridden by someone hunched low over the handlebars as if he were hanging on for his life. It raced down the hill, looping around the snaky curves of the road, disappearing into dips then hurtling back into sudden view. We haven’t had a summer this hot as long as I can remember.’
‘And what’s he doing here?’
‘He says he’s on his holidays. He had ridden through small towns and sullen suburbs, along back roads and bridleways, canal paths and country lanes, his heart pumping as he pushed down on the pedals, his mind always working, picking at his preoccupations. Silly sod came over the pass on a pushbike. In’t middle of the day! He wheeled his bicycle forward and looked inside the rusting biscuit tin. The barking stopped immediately. Now he lay down on the bed, his body sinking into the thin mattress. She picked off its shell, dipped it into a newspaper twist of salt, then took a bite, chewing thoughtfully as she watched the ant-like figure inch its way along the narrow road. Then he folded his jacket neatly and hung it over the bedpost, undid the buckle of his knapsack, loosened its drawstring and took out its contents: a change of shirt and underpants, razor and soap, a well-washed towel, a penknife and a small stack of books.  
Later that evening, Hartley Dodds was playing dominoes at the Black Tup. she thought, and as if its rider had somehow heard her, the bicycle suddenly began to pick up speed, wobbling at first, gathering momentum, then moving faster until it became almost a blur. ‘He could do his thinking anywhere. Taking a ham sandwich from its greaseproof wrapper, she went on eating as she followed the bicycle’s jerky progress, moving forward a little, stopping abruptly, its rider lurching over the handlebars, then setting off again, a few yards at a time. ‘There’s a hut on’t fell. The only furniture was a narrow iron bedstead, covered with a woollen blanket and a rolled-up sheep’s fleece at its head to serve as a pillow. He knew that when he spoke he would stammer, and he knew it would not be interpreted kindly. She found herself tensing, as if she were riding it herself, holding her breath in anticipation of every jolt.  
At the bottom of the hill the rider stood, blinking and dazed, not quite able to believe he had at last come to a halt. Lines were etched into his skin, his features carved by the elements over a lifetime of working outside. A sign was propped against the wall where it met the road, uneven letters on a slab of grey-blue slate, leaking little rivulets of paint. ‘He says he’s a student. Flexing his hands, stiff from gripping the handlebars, he turned back. He wants his head looking at. Doing maths.’
Titch Tyson matched a six to a six. ‘I wouldn’t go leaving my wife alone with a clever bugger this late at night.’
Hartley spluttered into his pint.  
The newcomer pushed gingerly at the peeling door, uncertain of what might lie behind. ‘Tea’s at five. It made him dizzy to remember it. Next to it, on the floor, was a candle stub stuck onto a saucer, charred matches melted into the pool of wax around it. The valley stretched out in front of him, scooped out of the mountains and carpeted with fields split by dry stone walls: an infinity of rocks. He let out a long sigh of relief. Taking another bite, she leaned back against the tree, waiting. Eggs for Sale, 10p/doz. He stood up, holding the books in his hands, and looked about the room. By the time they arrived, the newcomer was panting, his shirt heavy with sweat. You can have that.’
The farmer led the way as they climbed halfway up the mountain that reached high behind the house, walking in silent single file along the narrow path. The farmer’s expression remained impassive as he explained that he wanted to spend the summer working. He doesn’t need to come here for that.’
The three men reached for their tankards and took long draughts of beer. As the growling grew louder, he put down his knife and fork, then drained his mug of tea. He was tired from his journey, long days in which the landscape had slowly changed from flat plains to marshy midlands to peaks, as if England grew higher the further north he went. He sat at the table, methodically chewing his last mouthful of potato. At Cambridge University. Standing opposite, sweat trickling down his back, the newcomer felt raw and out of place. As it came over the final hurdle, a humpback bridge, it left the road and flew through the air, crashing back onto the tarmac to shudder across a cattle grid. I’ll tell me wife to lay another place.’
He turned and set off back down the path, striding through bracken that reached almost to his waist. On a small shelf above the fireplace was a ram’s horn, curled in on itself like a shell. For a moment he did not move, feeling only the thudding of his heart, then turned to look at where he had come from.  
Hartley Dodds was finishing his lunch when the dogs began to bark, hurling themselves against the door of the barn in which he had locked them. He had the curious sensation of being in a landscape that he almost but not quite recognized. His shoulders heaved as he filled his lungs with gulps of air, tasting the melting tar, giddy with the terror and exhilaration of his descent. He had slept in pubs and hostels, in ditches and on benches, waking each day to unaccustomed sunshine. He walked over to the bed and sat down, shrugging off his knapsack, then his jacket. He was beginning to regret his decision to turn up the track, made on the flimsy reassurance of a box of eggs. She’ll not mind.’
He grinned slyly. It was the perfect place to grapple with the problems he so badly needed to solve. Oak trees grew along their edges, dividing them from the hills. ‘Clever bugger, eh?’
‘I reckon the lad’s a bit cracked. The road wound along the valley bottom like a river, glittering in the sun. Beyond it, on the other side of the valley, was another range of mountains, peaks misty in the afternoon haze, a flock of sheep grazing on its lower pastures. His clothes might have been worn by his father and his grandfather too: heavy hobnailed boots, dark trousers, a checked cotton shirt, well mended but fraying at the collar and cuffs. The room was small, but to him it was wonderful. Here there would be no distractions. But when he quickly added that he did not need to be paid for it, the farmer looked at him thoughtfully, assessing the breadth of his shoulders under the folds of his jacket. A little further from where he stood was a track that led off it, up into the fells. At last he nodded. He was cautious by nature, but there was something that he liked about the dripping letters, the jam jar and the eggs. As he came closer, he took a handkerchief from his pocket and patted his forehead in an oddly formal gesture, as if to make himself presentable. The farmer grunted. He found them oddly reassuring. He arranged his little library on the shelf in order of size, lining the edges up neatly, using the horn as a bookstop, making adjustments until the tip of it faced the room directly. Let go! The barking was accompanied by a low, warning growl from the old dog chained up outside, rumbling under the rest of the cacophony. The others watched as he stood up, wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, walked across the room and flung open the door. He was oddly dressed for summer heat, in walking boots, a heavy tweed jacket and flannel trousers held in at the ankles with bicycle clips. He traced the rocky frontier of a dry stone wall, taking pleasure in its neat construction. Order the full book today. It was too big to be a sheep, not big enough for one of the rare cars that dared attempt the challenge of the pass. Sitting in the shade of an oak tree, she opened her knapsack and took out a hard-boiled egg. Half-burned twigs and ash littered the makeshift fireplace, spilling out across the earthen floor. ‘This do you?’
An eager nod.  
The two men looked at each other warily. Besides, he was tired, from the heat and from his journey, and from the thoughts that had filled his head as he cycled, thoughts he had come north to escape. ‘Bloody idiot!’ she muttered to herself, half admiring, half amused. That’s what he’s meant to do at his college. ‘Don’t be daft, man.’
Thomas coughed and rose to his feet. It was filled with brown eggs, twelve of them, flecked with dirt and wisps of feather. Old sweat, tobacco and wood smoke rose from the blanket to mingle with the fusty smell of wool. Funny sort of holidays, if you ask me.’
‘He says he wants to think,’ Thomas Dodds said quietly. The man came forward, glancing nervously at the tethered dog, keeping his bicycle between himself and the snarling animal. It was nearly noon and she was hungry for her lunch. Hartley shook his head at his brother. It opened onto a single room with rough, unplastered walls. He had made the right choice, he thought. Turning the handlebars, he began to push his bicycle along the dusty track. From where he was lying, through the doorway, he could see the back of the farm, the tight-stretched washing line in the garden, its row of white sheets bleaching in the sun. ‘What does Mary reckon to it?’
‘About having a student staying with you.’
‘Not much. ‘I’ll get another round in.’
This is the first chapter of Catherine Hall’s   The Proof of Love. For a while he was motionless, feeling his muscles begin to relax as he listened to the sheep bleat in the valley below.